12过了三十年,有一天我对主说,“主,你告诉我过了三十年会得释放,但是现今我比从前更受限制了。我不但有儿子和女儿,也有媳妇、女婿和孙儿。我还有这么多召会和长老的限制。主,现在我怎么办?”然后主说,“再看看我,虽然我三十年后得了释放,但是你岂不知我仍然受你和别的信徒的限制么?”最后,我看见了基督是小麦的异象。住在我里面的基督乃是成为肉体的那一位。从一面来说,祂今日仍然是成了肉体,因为内住的基督甘愿受限制,关在我们的笼中。当我看见受限制之基督的异象时,我开始敬拜祂说,“主啊,为着我的妻子,为着我所有的孩子,为着所有的召会,并且为着所有的长老,我感谢你!主,为着我的鸟笼,我何等感谢你!”这样一个祷告立刻使小麦开始长大。我能见证,在我基督徒的生活中我有麦田。为着我的妻子,我的孩子,我的姻亲,我的孙儿,众召会和长老们,我何等感谢主。这一切产生出一种环境来使我的小麦能长大。……这小麦就是成为肉体的耶稣,在我们的受限制中长大(李常受文集一九七七年第一册,二九一至二九三页)。
12One day, thirty years later, I said to the Lord, “Lord, You told me that I would be released after thirty years, but now I am more limited than ever. I have not only sons and daughters but daughters-in-law, sons-in-law, and grandchildren. I also have the limitation of so many churches and elders. Lord, what shall I do now?” Then the Lord said, “Look at Me again. Although I was released after thirty years, don’t you know that I am still being limited by you and all the other believers?” Eventually, I saw the vision of Christ as the wheat. The very Christ who indwells me is the incarnated One. In a sense, He is still incarnated today, for the indwelling Christ is willing to be limited, caged, in us. When I saw this vision of the limited Christ, I began to worship Him, saying, “O Lord, thank You for my wife, for all my children, for all the churches, and for all the elders. How I thank You, Lord, for my cage.” Such a prayer causes wheat to begin to grow immediately. I can testify that I have a wheat field in my Christian life. How I thank the Lord for my wife, my children, my in-laws, my grandchildren, the churches, and the elders. All of these produce the environment that enables me to grow wheat…This wheat is the incarnated Jesus growing in the midst of our limitations. (CWWL, 1977, vol. 1, “The Kernel of the Bible,” pp. 218-220)